My hearts racing, I can't see straight, and all I hear is my head and heart telling me my time is here up. It's time to let go and stop fighitng and end all this pain and end this life. I can't battle anymore, I feel defeated, I feel weak. I really want to end things. I can't live in this world without suffering. I don't care at this point, I need all my family and friends to understand I did what's best for ME. And now I won't be in pain anymore.