i can't cope with life anymore. I feel numb. nothing in life brings me any happiness, i lost my job and after 2 months i cant find another. i dropped out of school. my girlfriend dumped me 2 days ago but still wants to be "friends" i cant cope with talking to her. i cant even play games on my computer without getting depressed. i hate life. i hate everything. i'm tired of failing and letting my family down. i don't want to borrow money to pay my hugely expensive rent. i just want to curl up into a ball and die. fall asleep of never wake up.