I can't do it

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xXWhateverItTakesXx, Sep 11, 2011.

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  1. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I can't do what they want..

    I am so sorry. I have started my descent now. This was all so wrong...
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    YOu can do it hun you CAN do it okay breath and go forward hun we are all here with you okay you can do it
     
  3. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    No, I can't do what has been asked of me.

    It's far too late for me.
     
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    can you tell them how you feel? *hug*
    do you want to talk about what's happening a bit more?
     
  5. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I was sexually assaulted a few years back..I was so depressed at college I had to tell someone. I told my tutor, who told someone else blah blah

    In the end the Police got involved. I STUPIDLY talked to them. Then THEY talked to fucking CID who made me give a statement.

    Now today, a woman rings me, tells me she's a detective. She wants me to make a video statement against him because he's attacked another 4/5 girls, 2 recently. And the latest is a girl who is in care and has issues, so on her own, it's not enough.

    I can't fucking do it! No way!!! I can't...

    I won't be able to anyway. Not from where I am going.
     
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun noone can force you to do anything hun if you can't you can't YOU do what is necessary to keep you safe okay. This guy needs to be taken off the street the others will testifiy so they may not need yours as well You do what is necessary to keep you well tell the detective that hugs
     
  7. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    we love you here
     
  8. Tangerine87

    Tangerine87 Member

    Aw, hang in there! You can do it!
     
  9. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I can't carry on..

    I fucked up at work..My head is too messed up :cry:

    I found enough to make sure I never have to live another day of pain and torment.
     
  10. spailpin

    spailpin Active Member

    yes you can do it. . no one can force you into making any kind of statement about anything. . .if a dectvie ants to meet with you again. . either say no. . or demand to speak to a victim's assostant. .every police departmant has that resource. .
     
  11. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I want to forget..forget it all. But I that can never happen.

    The memories, scars and screwed up insides won't let me. So if she thinks it will bring me closure, she is wrong.

    I have to meet again..But I can't find the strength to.
     
  12. Tea_at_Four

    Tea_at_Four Staff Alumni

    Closure is often overrated. You have given the police a statement, and you did well to make it through that experience.

    You need to take care of YOU most of all. Make sure you are getting your sleep, eating nourishing food and drinking enough water to keep your body going. After you are cared for, you can think about whether you will talk to the police some more.

    *hug*
     
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