I've done everything, EVERYTHING for you.. I gave everything up.. I did everything I could to try and make you happy.. and again, it wasn't enough.. I was just a rebound or a try out.. I can't believe you of all people would do this to me.. now I have to go back home.. I have nothing here, nothing there, no one.. I just don't want to exist anymore. I can't fucking sleep. I keep thinking, WHY DOES THIS HAPPENED TO ME??