I'm at the end. I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired of fighting. I have been researching over the past few days which pills I can take that will be fatal. Once I figure that out I have the rest of the plan ready. I have multiple personalities. Over 30 right now ranging in age from a few months old to 63 years old. The average ages are 5 -15. I'm struggling with the memories they are releasing. As they are released more pieces of the puzzle are being connected. I am really struggling with this. I am left feeling abandoned, alone, rejected and angry. What's worse is I have to deal with all of this alone. I have very few friends that I can lean on. My therapist helps but can only do so much in an hour. I hate myself!!! I hate where my life is. I hate that I feel like I'm not trying hard enough. I hate the empty feeling that consumes me. I can't do this anymore!! I don't have anymore fight left.