I can't do this anymore...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Deathly Strike, Jun 22, 2007.

  1. Deathly Strike

    Deathly Strike Well-Known Member

    Its like everyone around me ends up getting hurt emotionally or physically.

    In return, its making me ill.

    I just can't carry on. First, my friends leave me because they have new ones. I'm now a complete and utter loner with my social life in tatters. The one girl I like is doubting I like her and thus isn't talking to me. And now the people I care about on here are getting hurt too. Everyone I talk to, or be near, ends up hurt.

    I need to go, damn it.
  2. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    nah don't go. i need ya here
  3. Deathly Strike

    Deathly Strike Well-Known Member

    Yeah, no offence but I highly doubt you need me.

    You didn't need me before so why should you need me now?

    I'm of no use whatsoever to anyone anymore. Like I said, all I do is cause pain and misery everywhere I go. I mean I get home from work today and my parents tell me I'm using this place as a hotel and I end up screaming at them and punching my brother. I'm now locked away in my bedroom and feel like ending it all tonight, right here, right now. They say I have no friends - you know what? They're right, too.

    I have no friends, nor do I desevre any.