I can't do this anymore

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by fallinapart, Nov 27, 2007.

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  1. fallinapart

    fallinapart New Member

    Tried killing myself 5 times in the last 4 weeks, the last attempt I decided I needed help and went to see my doctor. She wouldn't give me any drugs because im suicidal and she wanted to refer to me a psych ward, I told her I was heartbroken and not mental. She said she would refer me and get somone to phone me. Nobody ever did.

    I'm crying as I write this now, I just don't see any life for me anymore and want a way to end my suffering and pain. I feel so trapped because I can't seem to end my life.

    I want to get in my car and just drive it in to a wall, but the only thing thats scaring me about that, is surviving.

    I don't know what to do anymore.
  2. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    It's very easy to give up on life and much harder to fight to get through and have a chance at happiness. You should check yourself into a psych ward for an evaluation b/c you never know it might be more than just a broken heart.
  3. Up&down

    Up&down Well-Known Member

    Emotional pain is far more worse than any other.
    It was very,very sad reading you are in so much pain
    Tell you Doctor you need to see CPN and you need meds even if you get a daily perscription, give some thought to the physc ward, heart break or your waterloo needs time to level you need to get the right med's in order to rest.
    Heart break does not go away over night but it does get better bit by bit and with med's it can be managed and be bareable.
    Whoever broke your heart will be gutted when you get your life together and move forward, unless your heart was broke due to a passing if so they would no doubt love to see you move forward.
    Suicide is NOT an option, please keep posting, please seek help.
    stay safe
    Danny x.
  4. Chris Turner

    Chris Turner Member

    please dont end your life, start a new one. my friend is a firefighter, and everytime he has to respond to a road traffic incident with fatal casualties, he say a little piece of him dies with them. like i said, ending your life hasn't worked, so try something else..... start a new one. im just sorry for you that you had to try in the first place.
  5. alwaysincrisis

    alwaysincrisis Well-Known Member

    So sorry you feel this lost. If you are in real crisis right now, walk immediately into your local A&E and ask to see a doctor. He will evaluate you and prescribe accordingly. It may not necessarily mean going into a psych ward. In my experience this is the best and most effective thing to do in a crisis. And remember 'GP' stands for General Practicioner who does not specialise nor in my experience understand mental/emotional illness/trauma....

    Then when you are more stable take Chris' advice

    All the very best.....take care.....
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