Life keeps getting harder and harder. I knew awhile ago that I was gonna kill myself it was just the when I had to figure out. I kept thinking that I'll wait till i graduate highschool because then my name won't be on that Fallen Knight memorial for the people at my school who've died. I don't think i can do it everything in my life as gone to hell and i'm only fucking 15! Life shouldn't suck this bad yet and i'm not even old enough to see how bad life really gets yet. so, do i really want to live to find out?