im so upset everything is going wrong when things seem to be getting better they just keep getting worse! so much stress at work i come home crying everyday. customers being mean and insulting me, saying i have no personality. im not trying to be their best friend just trying to server their fucking food so i can get my measily paycheck! my boss threatening to cut my hours and fire me. and on top of that i might be homeless soon :'( got a note in the door saying my brother and the guest have been making too much noise and disrespecting officers and management and if the problem doesnt fix in 7 days we get evicted! great so im gonna be without a job and a home theres really no point in living now. i cant...i cant do this. i said i would stay alive for my mom but fuck her shes yelling at me for having my door locked i cant ever get any fucking privacy! i have 3 bottles of pills on my desk that mom gave me. she doesnt know im suicidal. im about to just chug them all...