I can't shake these thoughts of wanting to kill myself everyday and everynight of my life. I also want to S/H so badly that I have twice now in 2 weeks and I am on the verge of doing it again. My life sucks, I try and do the best i can do but it just seems like it's not enough. I always get shit upon for keeping to myself. Things just keep going negatively every turn i make.
I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!