i hate begging. i hate it. but things just keep going wrong. its like my life was destined to go wrong from birth or something. i just keep taking blows and i cant do it anymore. i cant take anything else. im majorly depressed and unhappy, my eating disorder is out of control, im broke, and all i have is a roof over my head, my puppy, and a housemate who im pretty sure dislikes me somewhat. i honestly feel like i have hit the end of the road. this is probably not the place for this. but im going crazy here. i need to figure out what to do. and i cant seem to work anything out myself. im scared of life.