Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by aki, Sep 5, 2009.
I'm not strong enough. Tired.
what's going on? Tell us and we'll try our best to help you :console:
The younger I do it the better.
And I'm too messed up to explain anything right now. I just really want to die for a whole load of reasons that have built up a wall in my mind blocking up my thought process so I can't even talk about it. What's there to say anyway.
Hey hun, what's the matter. Talk to us!
We all know how the problems can get the better of you at times.
PM me whenever you want!!!
Stay safe! I'll stay awake with you if you want.
Hey El, how you are doing today morning?
How's your sis?
Share the reasons with us el, we're here to listen :hug:
How do you summon the strength, I'd really like to know.
More often than not you don't. Me personally, I just carry on. It's not to do with strength, but perserverance.
Yeah well for me I need to have strength to perservere and setting up a schedule with things I normally enjoy helps if I'm able to do that. I know you're trying hard.
When you cant seem to find your own strength, no matter how hard you try, then it's time to lean on others here. Let us try to help you through this hun. Dont try to battle through this alone because that right there is a huge drain on one's strength.
I don't do strong anymore. I refuse to. I use to try to be strong for every one and that always backfired on me, plus I robbed others the opportunity to grow their own strength.
What I do now is give everything to God to work out. I ask him to teach me what I can do for myself and to please do for me what I can't do for myself.
When I feel down like that, i'll resort to something that always cheers me up, and if that something isn't in reach i'll try to find something else. When I do i'll usually get past these crappy feelings. :biggrin: