i cant do this

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xXxRNBxXx, Apr 18, 2010.

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  1. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    I just wanted to let you all know i cant do this anymore i really cant take it.

    Ester, Harry & Lucy just heard my conversation with my hubby for the last hour....

    Im sooo suicidal right now im hurting so bad i keep being sick my heads killing my voices are to the extreme too....

    Help me pleaseeeee im begging you please stop this pain

    im sick of being tortured :(

    i have nothing left inside me im destroyed i hate my life and myself im such a horrible person

    :( :(
  2. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

  3. brokenandlonely

    brokenandlonely Well-Known Member

    Rachel :hug: I know you are hurting right now but just wanted to let you know I'm here for you :wub:
  4. TheOncomingStorm

    TheOncomingStorm Well-Known Member

    I love you hun, you are stronger than you realise. You can make it through this, and i haven't seen nothing to doubt that yet :hug:
  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry Rachel you're feeling so bad...
    good you've reached out here....you hold on ..we care about you...:hug::flowers:
  6. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :hug: Didn't want to leave this thread without saying anything so I'm just sending hugs here. You know how and where to reach me babe. Love you muchas :arms:
  7. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Sounds like people really care about you...PM me if I can provide any support, big hugs, J
  8. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    thank you so much everyone :( im really trying honest i am...im hurting so bad inside i actually feel traumatised by his controlling phone call last night i feel like hes tapped into my mind and messed it up :( x
  9. brokenandlonely

    brokenandlonely Well-Known Member

    huge :hug: for you :wub:
  10. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Rachel..hun :(

    I care about you so much, and you really are amazing. Please keep fighting on. I'm sorry, I wish I could be there for you more

    Please take care... :hug: xx
  11. sarah2501

    sarah2501 Member

    Hi Rachel, I don't know you but please hold on

    You said your a horrible person, I rarely believe thats true - just people find themselves in horrible circumstances that can always change for the better, you just have to hold onto even the smallest particle of hope.

    Sarah x
  12. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    honest sarah thanks for your reply it means so much to me that you even took the time to reply....

    Im trying so hard every day... its such a battle

    Yes again today I get another blow.... My hubby has been sending emails to different email addresses trying to find me and i received an email off him todsy... im so worried i mean this is my work i feel so invaded all the time....
  13. TheOncomingStorm

    TheOncomingStorm Well-Known Member

    rachel hun, he really shouldn't be contacting you, stay strong hunny, we're all thinking about you :hug:
  14. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    thanks lucy *hug sorry i didnt text you back my battery ran out as forgot to charge my phone last night :( im just waitin for crisis team :( xx you ok?
  15. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    glad you called crisis rachel.....
    I wish your husband would leave you alone.....it's not fair what he's doing to you....
    take care....pm if you need to...:hug:
  16. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    I didnt call them hun they come and see me everyday at the minute...

    Well im not in work today so another day to try and find the energy to pack in he house not long left now i really need a miracle i think lol
  17. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    soon to be a new life???!!!..hold on...:flowers:
  18. xXxRNBxXx

    xXxRNBxXx Senior member

    well lets just say its make or break for me this time... if this doesnt work then i truely give up.... :?

  19. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

  20. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    thinking of you, darlin'. Hope the packing is going well. :hug:
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