I've got 2 healthy kids, who are smart and sweet as can be. I've got a WONDERFUL husband who loves me very much. Money is ok. Tight but not too bad. I've got a lot going for me in life. But I'm still depressed and suicidal. This makes me even more depressed, knowing that I have all these things and can't even enjoy it. So then I think even more about off-ing myself because I feel like I don't deserve the life that I have. Anyone else feel like this? Nothing will ever get better. I've been depressed for years and years and it will never get better.