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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by betteroffunknown, Jan 31, 2010.

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  1. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    i'm so frustrated at the moment. as few of you know i'm ready to give up. i'm tired and have been trying for a long long time. i know people hear that all the time and probably sick of hearing it, but it is real. why won't people just let me go?????!!!!! why must i continue on even if it's just for others at this point??? my life only gets worse and worse and worse. i have tried so hard for as long as i can remember to make things better and i only seem to make them worse.

    shouldn't i be living because i want to and not for others sake? i mean seriously. i've continued on for others forever it seems like now and where has it gotten me. alive? only to end up where i am? why do i have to keep on living??? why can't i just go home like i want to???? uuuuuuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh i can't take this anymore. not like it matters to anyone but i just needed to voice this. sorry for the rant
     
  2. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    that's what i thought. i'm gonna go. you all take care of yourselves. you really are wonderful people who have tons to give. i have believed in all of you. please please take care and i'm sorry
     
  3. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    don't do anything bad please...
     
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    are you ok Liz?....
    we care but just aren't always online at the same time you need us ....
    please let us know how you are.....
     
  5. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hey people care they do just hang on okay please stay safe
     
  7. molotov

    molotov Well-Known Member

    Hey wait a minute, that's not fair, you can't just post while I am asleep, come back and talk!
     
  8. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    Hey rhinolady are you still around? It is hard and must feel like a never ending battle that gets you no further at all with each effort but there is always cause for hope as for all you know the answer may be just around the corner.

    I don't know your whole story, like are you in therapy - it sure helped me get coping tools and understanding, are you on medications - it sure helped me control the lows and made my depression manageable and allowed me to have good days to live for, do you ahve support - it sure helped me even if to just vent.

    Well I hope you are still with us here and please let us know how you are doing ..we all love and care about you.

    Hugs Bambi
     
  9. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    you have my number, use it
     
  10. mikemass84

    mikemass84 Member

    I am so sorry, I know the feeling, I know the pain...
     
  11. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    oh i'm still unfortunately still here but honestly it's really not much longer. i will be gone as soon as my daughter goes back to her dads today. i've been trying to entertain the idea of hanging around, and it's just not going to work at all. i'm sorry to let you all down.
     
  12. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

    PLEASE no
     
  13. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Hun please don't give up. We all care. Keep fighting..Please

    :hug:
     
  14. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    i'm afraid i've said all i can say. again i apologize you all don't deserve this and there are others who need your attention. help them please. you're great. please take care
     
  15. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    You are very worthy indeed. We are here for you, please use us!

    Stay strong and until then :arms: to comfort you, Bambi
     
  16. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Liz are you still there?..please don't go.....
     
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