I missed my bus, now I'm stuck homeless in a place where I can't make enough money to get a roof over my head, the one person who meant everything to me thinks I'm a coward and I CANNOT face that. I'm so fucking scared. It seems like I fucked up and suicide is my only option. I tried to avoid it, but what do I do now? I've lost EVERYTHING! I fucked up, and now I have nothing left. I tried so damn hard and I only fell flat on my face. I can't do anything right... Why should I keep going if I'm only going to keep fucking up? What the fuck is the point of this life? I failed... I have no more options. Do I keep trying, or do I just give up?