It happens that I have tried several therapists and I have been in 1 clinic and 1 hospital due to severe depression and being extremely suicidal and nothing seems to help. I am now with no more resources since I live in a very small place and there are not any other choices, even one nurse told me that if I do not improve soon it is very likely that I will die by suicide. I am ready to do it. I already set the day: Monday 25th, I know how but not the time. I don't feel bad, I just simply can't feel anymore.