i can't find help

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by honeyy, Feb 11, 2010.

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  1. honeyy

    honeyy Member

    Last night I tried talking to my best friend about all of it, I had been waiting to do it because I didn't know how she would. I was hoping to at least get some conforting words. All I got was her talking about her problems every time I told her something.

    I've tried talking to so many of my friends. It does not work.

    My parents are not an option.

    I've been thinking about seeing a psychiatrist, but I don't have the money needed to go see one.

    I need conforting words. Something that might actually help me.

    I miss my love so much, the only thing I want to do is die so that I can be with him.

    As if him killing himself wasn't enough, before he did it I wasn't happy with my life, but I thought that I at least had him when I came back to America. Now I don't.

    I am so lost.
  2. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    lets us help you find your way
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