Before I tell you guys about my problem, I have to warn you beforehand that it is very irrational and almost sounds like nonsense. I can feel it is irrational problem but I can't seem to get over it. Recently, I almost returned DVD movie late to a local library and could have gotten fined. I barely returned it on time and it was all due to laziness. I was going through extreme depression and have been feeling very lethargic at the moment but there was no excuse for laziness. I felt guilty, worthless, depressed and couldn't stop blaming my self for my laziness. I felt it was something that should never ever have happened in my life. I felt like a laziest person in the world. It has been 2 weeks already and the feeling doesn't go away. In fact, I feel worse. I feel even suicidal. I still keep beating myself up inside, calling myself, "laziest person alive, too lazy to do even basic things on time." I feel extremely low and don't know what to do. It's things like this that make me think I wish I were never born. Can anyone help me how to get over this?