I don't have health insurance and can't afford it on my own. I really need help, but without that I can't see a doctor. I can't get medication. I can't get therapy. I can't afford the help I need. I'm so tired of being depressed and crying in my room all day. I think I have the right to end my life with my own free will. I'm not doing any good in this world. I have no job. No kids. Nothing.