I don't think I can go on any longer, there's no purpose for me in life. Each day I wake up and it's the same thing every single day. I have no friends close by and I have the same feelings about myself that I had a few months ago; now the feelings are even stronger than before. I've put myself out there, I talked to people, I wrote out my feelings, vented and nothing seems to work anymore. I'm really close to ending it all, I don't think I can go on any longer.... I feel like giving up. And I know nobody will care about me anymore anyways or even miss me if I died. My life is pointless.