I dont know where to start. Ive never tried to commit suicide before, but I am really considering it now. My husband doesnt love me anymore. I have never had a person who stood by me through everything. My parents left me, my friends left me and now my husband is leaving me. I was raped when I was 19 years old. I told my husband a few years ago and he told me tonight that he doesnt care. He said that I asked for it. Ive never felt so torn in my life. I cant eat, I cant sleep, I cant go on anymore. I feel lost, broken, alone and betrayed. I have no purpose.