I just can't go on anymore, everyday it gets worse and worse and today the rawness is overwhelming that I just wanna curl up in bed and slip away.
Have I the guts to kill myself? I dont know. I am scared I will live in darkness for ever and wont get to be with my darling mother and other loved ones, I dont know if those who take their life gets punished or welcomed same as anyone else................hurts SO much................making me physically sicker and got so many health problems as it is, feel like body and mind have reached all they can take, at the Zenith...................I need a cuddle and noone to give me one.
Please help me someone............
Have I the guts to kill myself? I dont know. I am scared I will live in darkness for ever and wont get to be with my darling mother and other loved ones, I dont know if those who take their life gets punished or welcomed same as anyone else................hurts SO much................making me physically sicker and got so many health problems as it is, feel like body and mind have reached all they can take, at the Zenith...................I need a cuddle and noone to give me one.
Please help me someone............