I can't go on any longer tried again last night and failed I hate my self for failing becuase I'm just one big faliure at everything I do. I just want to die and have a means to an ends. Everywhere I go people hate me and stare at me the whole time. The police are out to get me and wont stop untill they do. My neighbours hate me and want to kill me everybody hates me. I seem to get on evrybodys nerves. From the start its been like this evrybodys hurt me. But now I know the truth soon I shall be dead I just want to go I cant fight anymore.