Rude awakening. I was vulnerable thinking someone actually likes me but I found out he was just taking advantage of my innocence. I feel like a fool. That's what I get for letting my guard down. The truth hurts. I say that I would never kill myself over no man but I bet that man would love me to die because of him. I hate myself for being so gullible and the painful past hurts like hell. I was in denial that I wouldn't kill myself anymore but now I wish I would die. It would do everybody a favor, especially the men. I don't want to be used again for a fool I can't trust anybody anymore. People are evil. I don't like to be ridiculed.