Just when I thought I was over the suicidal feeling, I still picture my own death. I'm constinly cutting my self and whispering under my beath "kill me." I feel as if everyone is judging me. All I can think about are all the bad things that happen to me why does my life suck what did I do to deserve this. I feel weak and useless all the time. God has a plan for every body well, tell me the plan God. There's no hope for me, I can't go on I feel like something bad is going to happen.