Thanks for the replies, surprised i got so many... I just don't know where to go... I went to a therapist in 2008, and never went back... I tried to go back again, but they said I needed another doctors referall first... I don't know... I thought I could get through this without medication or anything like that but everyday I just kept getting worse...
As for school, i've been re-doing courses forever, Ive re-done a few courses over 3 times too, i don't know what to do now... I wake up everday wondering whats the point in living, people all around me have lives, significant others, friends, good careers and are just having so much fun... yet everyday I find it a struggle to wake up and then a struggle to sleep... I'm embarassed by what I've become, everything I feared when I was a kid, is exactly what is happening to me...