hello, I need some help with a problem I've been having for a long time. I have no friends, everyone is against me, I am a loner and I believe I am incapable of ever having someone to be with. I didn't use to be this way but I feel so angry that if I ever came across a piece I would use it. I feel suicidal and unfortunately homicidal most of the time. I don't see any reason to live but also want to take the lives of those who made my life hell. I'm just sick of people in general who knock me back 5 after I come up 1. I strongly believe suicide is the last resort. I just can't wait to die.