honestly, it seems like the world treats really horrible people who make the world worse, but who have lots of money and power, like they are so good.
and the people who really deserve to be treated well and admired just get dumped on.
I bet if the world were more fair you would be treated much better. So it's really the failure of society to not value you correctly. I hope you don't do something to hurt yourself just because other people have made stupid mistakes.