Of all the bad things people say about me. Idk..its difficult. Every insult I've gotten since the age of 10 have been playing in my head over and over and over, whether it on here or in real life. I can't help but to think that they are right...I am a bitch..overdramatic...fat..ugly...stupid.. They are right...I know they are. Why would they tell me lies like that? Maybe they were trying to reveal the monster inside me. Every time someone compliments me, it takes days of being nice to even begin to distract me from the negativity I've gotten..I'm just pathetic.