I don't want to kill myself, but I need to die. I need to find a sure-fire way to die. Had enough of this attempting, failing, trying to hide it from everyone. Been through every method in my head, what could go wrong, how it could go right. Just somebody do it. Soon. I can't take this life anymore. I don't think anything can really help me now. No words, hug emotes, anything. I just want to die.