I have been fighting my war against depression/traumas for 10 years. Yet, I am still fighting the war. It still is tough battle as ever. No significant progress. When I was 16, I promised I would give my life a chance for at least 10 yrs. Now the time expired. Is my life finished? I can't imagine living in this much pain for 20, 30 yrs. People may call me "weak", but I really can't imagine myself living in this kind of torture for 20, 30 yrs. Do I have any options? Would you live 20, 30yrs of tortures or end it all and save urself from future sufferings?