Sorry, I've posted another thread similar to this one, before, this time I need more help, though. I'm mad at myself, questioning why I should live, dealing with certain moral problems and nobody in my family (still) knows anything is wrong. Everything feels hard now, I don't see many possible good things in my future. I can't help but feel I've failed in life. I'm unsure of how I can tell anyone about my struggles, I doubt (especially in the case of my moral problems) anyone would want to be around me or help if I let go of all my secrets. To be loved and supported despite my flaws would be the most wonderful thing on Earth, but such a thing seems unattainable. I feel like there's no way out. It may just be me in my personal Hell on Earth until I die. I wish I could say I was happy and everything was fixed or that nothing bad ever happened to me. I will never forgive myself for the things I've done, I'm the worst person I know. How would anyone suggest I talk to others about the things I'm going through? I just want to die or quietly slip out of existence, I have to get help before I do something regrettable.