Both of our parents are gone. We are all we have left. I don't want to live this life, but it would hurt her so much. She has no idea how much pain I am in, no one does, I hide it well. (I think.) I am just so tired, I just don't want to do this anymore. I don't want anything, I don't care about anything except how this will hurt her. I am stuck here, but all I want to do is jump off.