I couldn't really put into words how I feel everyday of my life. It's just unimaginable, unbearable pain. I've been strong for everyone for way too long now. I guess it's true that everyone has their breaking point because I've definitely reached mine. My family drives me completely out of my mind every second of everyday. They never stop screaming and threatening to end their own lives which just gets me even more depressed because they tell me I'm the root of all the problems. My mom and dad resent me and constantly give me shit because I don't go to school and I don't my cyber school work either. If only they knew I can't go back to school because I can't handle everyone staring at me. They all hate me for a mistake I made almost three years ago. I refuse to deal with that any longer. I'm just falling apart on the inside and out and I have literally no one to hep me or even talk to. I fight the urge everyday to self harm and commit suicide. I just wanna be free of all this pain and depression finally. I'm just done. Please, someone.. anyone who understands what this is like.. talk to me. Help me..