I can't even write this down. I don't know what to say, I am feeling really upset. It usually doesn't last so long, but then my mom starts yelling at me and driving me crazy. She is sick or she can't seem to handle any self control. "You are a jerk!" "You have gained weight!" "You're a bully!" "Clean after yourself!" She fucking won't leave me alone...and she's been pushing me over the edge. My dad is buying her a new house thinking this is going to fix the situation and they keep pushing me out of my home. Somehow moving is going to fix my brain. "Get a job!" "Get a house!" I opened my first checking account in my life a few days ago. that's pathetic. Pathetic. pathetic. I can't take it anymore. I am afraid to do anything wrong. I don't know why I put everyone first before myself because she is doing nothing but guilt-tripping me GUILT tripping me! CONSTANTLY. It's harassment. I can't take it. I feel like I have been dumbed down to a little child and she can't talk to me like that anymore. "You'd could end up in jail!" "I'm taking your computer!" I have absolutely nothing mean to say back but she won't stop. It's all the time, every time my dad is away and NEVER EVER is she mean to my brother!