Hey , I'm new here. I've been diagnosed with depression and an array of anxiety disorders for as long as I can remember. Lately, from the outside my life seems awesome, but I can't help but just want to end it all! I've been living in a different state and married almost two years now. We recently bought a house. I also struggle with emetophobia, which makes my anxiety and depression so much worse sometimes :-( I can't talk to anyone about this cause I have no friends here, and it makes my husband sad so what do j do? I'm looking for friends, some one to talk to, before I gl even more crazy!