Ive been having dreams of suicide and they scare the hell out of me. When I wake up, i see the dreams. the thoughts creep in and its consuming my mind. I can't go through the day without seeing myself with a weapon to my head, or a razor blade or consuming an entire pharmaceutical bottle! I don't want these thoughts! I want them to go away but I can't get them out of my head. I really feel like I am losing my mind. I have been in a major depressive state and I can't get out. I dont know what to do!