I'm so tired of feeling like this. Any direction at all is not going to go well for me. I can't figure out how to survive and I feel so overwhelmingly alone. I just want to see that it could get better. I don't understand where my faith has gone. I just want to curl up and die. I feel so worthless. I can't seem to fight this at this point. The thoughts just keep coming and coming and coming. It's never going to be okay. It's not going to get better. I feel like im screaming and nobody can hear me. I feel crazy. Please give me strength.