I'm studying medicine but thanks to me being stupid I didn't wake up in time and missed a VERY important exam. Now I'm going to fail the subject thanks to that, and I still have half the semester to go. I feel like it's pointless to keep studyiing, I don't wanna continue studying, but I feel the pressure of everyone in family because ever since I got into meedschool my name was deleted from their vocabulary and they just call me "doctor". I can't quit medschool because it'd be disappoiting them, yet I'm not happy at all. My life is empty and without friends, I'm studying a career I don't feel like I love it and the pressure of my whole family is crushing me. I just want to end it all so I don't have to go throught this.