EFF THIS CRAP! GAH!
I'm so tired of watching all of my co-workers getting pregnant or talking about their daughters getting pregnant. All the while I sit there and smile and pretend it doesn't bother me.
I'm stuck in a relationship that goes no where. Stuck with being unable to break it off because of unstableness on the other side. And even if I did, I'd go back to the single looser.
I always have been. Always will be. I'm the one that will always watch people get married, have children.
I'm 28 and never got to experience true love on my side. I've only had one other boyfriend that only lasted a year. This one just hit a year also. But with both I've never felt the love they do. I feel like I'm broken, useless and just should get used to living alone. I wanna just move away from here, away from the people that know what kinda looser I am...
I think I'm just tired of smiling when people gush about new babies and marriage. I'm just so tired of it all, to the point I almost can't smile at others anymore. I'm sure that soon my smile will be forced and others will be able to tell.
I needa leave this place before it gets to that point. False happiness is so easy to do on a computer...Not in real life though...
I'm so tired of watching all of my co-workers getting pregnant or talking about their daughters getting pregnant. All the while I sit there and smile and pretend it doesn't bother me.
I'm stuck in a relationship that goes no where. Stuck with being unable to break it off because of unstableness on the other side. And even if I did, I'd go back to the single looser.
I always have been. Always will be. I'm the one that will always watch people get married, have children.
I'm 28 and never got to experience true love on my side. I've only had one other boyfriend that only lasted a year. This one just hit a year also. But with both I've never felt the love they do. I feel like I'm broken, useless and just should get used to living alone. I wanna just move away from here, away from the people that know what kinda looser I am...
I think I'm just tired of smiling when people gush about new babies and marriage. I'm just so tired of it all, to the point I almost can't smile at others anymore. I'm sure that soon my smile will be forced and others will be able to tell.
I needa leave this place before it gets to that point. False happiness is so easy to do on a computer...Not in real life though...