hi only posted for the first time yesterday an people have been very kind. i feel trapped not happy at home, losing the job i worked so hard for due to my anxieties and my perceptions. my daughter prob will move away soon to live with her boyfriend i want her to be free and happy !!! if my grandparents die what am i going to do? my wifes had enough of me and my problems says i have to go if i dont change. i,ll have to go soon i cant stay on this earth any more. CHRIST WHATS WRONG IN MY HEAD?? i need help mart.