I keep on looking up ways i could die. I need some friends to stop me from doing this. Will somebody please come and hold me. I'm even considering sitting out in a storm tonight so I contract Hypothermia. I'm trying to discover poisons or how deep to cut for a vien. Friends make my life worthwile but i have lost the ability to make them. I'm 25 and should be achieving great things by now. I've messed it all up. Please will somebody come and hold me.