I am addicted to several things: first cutting - it has been 6 months since I cut, second and the worst right now that I'm trying to deal with is porn. I have someone that is helping me with that but I broke a promise to her. I promised her that I would not watch porn for one month last month on the 14th. Last night I gave in and watched porn. I told her but she has not responded (I sent her a Facebook message, and she has been on since). I am feeling horrible for breaking my promise and worse for driving her away because I broke my promise. I just want to die. I want my struggles to end and I can't see that they ever will.