I have self harmed now for quite a while, and I can't stop. I try to i really do, but I always seem to go right back to where I started. Nobody seems to care, my parents turn their heads and my friends who found out just yell at me. Some try to understand but they don't help. I don't know what to do anymore I fake that I am happy all the time. I fake that I am ok all the time. I am so tired of pretending, and the only thing that gives me back control gives me back feeling is self harm. Will this ever stop? Will life ever get better??