i cant stop...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by John6491, Mar 17, 2007.

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  1. John6491

    John6491 Well-Known Member

    ....thinking of killing myself.... ever since yesterday i have been extremely suicidal and have been cutting a lot more than i normally do... i really dont know why i dont just end it... i think im going to OD again tonight so i pass out and can sleep.... im so pathetic....
  2. selly

    selly Active Member

    please hang in there.
    i know how tempting all of these things are.
    trust me, i really, really, really do.

    but know that people care about you.
    and that life can always surprise you with something wonderful when you least expect it.
  3. Lady E

    Lady E Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry that you feel so badly but like Selly said you need to hang in there and how tempting things may seem but people really care about you.
    Try to relax and find something to focus on. Start taking deep breaths and just focus on your deep breathing and block out those negative thoughts, maybe put on a favorite move or tv show to take your mind off of things, or even a silly little computer game.
    Don't OD, you are not pathetic you are just in a lot of emotional pain.
    You can get through this.

  4. Valiant

    Valiant Member

    You're NOT pathetic. Stop pretending that you are. Just take a deep breath, grap a peice of paper, and write down how you feel. Play a game, or try to make a boat out of foil (those work best if you leave air pockets). Calm down, and call a friend.
  5. MrDepressed

    MrDepressed Guest

    I sure hope you are allright.
  6. Valiant

    Valiant Member

    It's pointless and stupid, it's something a smart person like you doesn't do! Just stay calm and relax.
  7. Dave303

    Dave303 Well-Known Member

    John, no, please don't!! You must fight this and we are here to help U. Are U seeing a professional about these thoughts??? It is very important that U keep on seeing your counselor and we are here to give U 100 percent support! U can IM me at rayden291 at yahoo dot com anytime U need to chat. Talk to U soon.
  8. jr1

    jr1 Member

    Don't fall in love with the idea of killing yourself. I just lost one of my best friends. I can't even begin to explain the hurt and tragedy he's left behind. We're all so shocked -- he had everything: Beautiful wife, beautiful kids, lovely home, best of friends, super-close family. This man shot himself in front of his wife in his son's room. We will all carry this around for the rest of our lives.

    We put him in the earth last Saturday, and now we're back to the grind, with heavy hearts, empty, sinking feelings in our stomachs, asking ourselves, why? But life goes on. Value your life, eternal peace won't be there if you kill yourself.
  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    How are you doing tonight John? I know you weren't feeling well. I hope things have improved at least a little for you. Please take care and stay safe.
  10. John6491

    John6491 Well-Known Member

    Ehh I'm doing shitty my fever is going back up fast.... Its at 102.8 now :sad: I hate being sick..
  11. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Maybe you should go in and be checked out John. You don't know if this is being caused by a bacterial or viral infection. If it is bacterial, you need to be put on some antibiotics in order to get well. Please consider doing this. I would hate to see you get even more ill when it could be taken care of more easily than at a later time and date.
  12. John6491

    John6491 Well-Known Member

    I'm all ready on antibiotics for my eye
  13. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    You may need something different for whatever it is that is ailing you now. Antibiotics are not one size fits all or even one size fits most. What works for one thing may not be the best for another. I still encourage you to go get checkede out.
  14. John6491

    John6491 Well-Known Member

    I'm all ready on antibiotics for my eye
  15. Valiant

    Valiant Member

    go see a doctor about your fever.
  16. Anastacia007

    Anastacia007 Member

    It's not worth it. Hang in there, and maybe talk to a friend you can trust, that won't freak out.

    My boyfriend just committed suicide, and it just made everyone around him miserable. Please just do something to get your mind off it. Watch TV, go for a walk, something, but if you fight the feelings they will eventually go away.
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