Don't fall in love with the idea of killing yourself. I just lost one of my best friends. I can't even begin to explain the hurt and tragedy he's left behind. We're all so shocked -- he had everything: Beautiful wife, beautiful kids, lovely home, best of friends, super-close family. This man shot himself in front of his wife in his son's room. We will all carry this around for the rest of our lives.
We put him in the earth last Saturday, and now we're back to the grind, with heavy hearts, empty, sinking feelings in our stomachs, asking ourselves, why? But life goes on. Value your life, eternal peace won't be there if you kill yourself.