Going through the uncertainity forum today and see a thread from FoundandLost1!!!!!! Sure as shit I fly to open it. I know somewhere in a teeeeeny part of my brain it said it's an old one girl dont do this to yourself. But I had to open it and see yep 2008. A part of me still doesnt want to believe. But I cant. Just when I think I'm getting a little better about it all, an old thread or post pops up. I miss you and it hurts so much!!!