I've tried. Believe me I have. I just can't stop myself from doing it. Its the only thing that helps. Its the only thing that seems to want to help. The doctors don't want to do fuck all. My mum and my sister just want me to be happy. My girlfriend can't deal with it. She doesn't know what to say or do so she just leaves me to it. I just drag her down with me. I haven't got any friends to talk to. To run away to. I hate the fact that sometimes a razorblade is the only comfort I have.