My life is slowly falling apart. Ii landed my dream job in mental health, which everyone was so sure id be excellent at. Tthere were really high hopes but Ive been told im a dissapointment so far and that Im a let down on the expectations they had. My boyfriend just came back from working on the rigs and ive been made homeless. All my stuff is packed ready to move into his...but Ii know its a big mistake and that its too late to change my mind as I have nowhere else to go. I havent felt this way in a very long time. But I just want to end it. Im desperate and obsessed with just ending it all. I feel like I cant get out and that Im this huge shitty burden on everyone who is failing at everything and has nowhere to go, noone to turn to who isnt either dissapointed in me or has their own agenda. I dont want to be here anymore.